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Thursday, February 15, 2007 A not so happy trip to the hair salon

DZ was not well the whole of last week and because of those tiny rashes on her face, I decided to trim her hair short especially those front curls which covers her eyes. Once her fever subsided, me and dh brought her to a nearby salon. She was all excited when we told her that she was going for her hair cut. She rushed us when we took our own sweet time to leave the house. Once inside, she sat down quietly and the lady started cutting her back hair. She was very well behaved except those times when she kept turning her head. The problem started after 20mins of sitting down. Yes it was more than 20mins and the hairdresser was not done with my darling. She was extremely slow and dz started getting agitated. DZ was still having flu so I guessed half an hour later she could not sit still and started crying. That was when the lady wanted to cut her front hair. We tried all means to get dz to sit down again but that did not happen. I did not scold her as she was not well and that lady was all sweaty even in the air-condition place. It’s either her first time cutting a toddler’s hair or she takes her own sweet time in cutting everyone’s hair. DH and I did not complain as it costs only $5 to have her hair cut except that it was not completed. But she looks cute in her new haircut. Not very short as she still got her curls in front.

5:06 PM |2 comments

she wished...

She did not know what his problem is but she knows that she loses it all when she can’t get him on his phone most of the time.

She does or says things that make him think she does not trust him nor she has no trust at all but deep inside, she trusts him more than anything else in this world.

She regretted the things she said and decided that she would change for the better at least for her little love one.

She realized that it is best to remain silent than to say things that hurt the one she loves.

She knows only one thing: she loves him a lot.

She wished things were as beautiful as how it was on 14 Feb 2001.

She wished he would see things in her perspective and understand why she had to behave in the way she behaved.

Lastly she wished he can forgive her for her shortcomings.

5:04 PM |2 comments

Wednesday, February 07, 2007 it sucks...

...to be at work
when my darling is sick.
it hurts me alot
when she cries for me
and I am not beside her.
:'(

10:24 PM |1 comments

Thursday, February 01, 2007 i say it once and for all...

I am NOT lazy. I am tired...really am tired. I am pregnant and I am not trying to fake it when I say I am tired. So stop calling me lazy. I hate it when you do that. I find it very difficult to explain to you these days...and you are not there to listen. We don't sit down and talk anymore. We are always upset with each other. Sometimes I just wish that you spend more time with us. You have even stopped calling me. For the first time yesterday, I felt like I am on my own. No one to make me feel that I am being loved. I feel so down these days. All these feelings are adding on to my stress. It's not good to be stress at this point of time. I am trying my best to think of it as nothing. I hope that I am feeling so emotional and all because of my pregnancy. I wish you do something...I have been missing out on my duties...maybe that's why all of these are happening. I promise to DO IT. I promise. Ya Allah, please help clear these dark clouds over my head. Please make this pregnancy easy for me.



(Surah Al-Fatihah)

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

Praise be to Allah, the Lord of the Worlds (mankind, jinns and all that exists).
The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. Master of the day of Judgement.
You (Alone) we worship, and You (Alone) we ask for help (for each and everything).
Guide us to the Straight Way. The Way of those on whom You have bestowed Your Grace, not (the way) of those who earned Your anger, nor of those who went astray.


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