Tuesday, September 26, 2006
it's all in the mind???
I can't agree to this right now...having no control of my mind at this moment of my life...all I can think is the overwhelming feeling of what is going inside me. Just when I thought my ramadan was off to a great start...only God knows best.
10:15 PM |4 comments
Monday, September 25, 2006
1st day of Ramadan
It was great to begin our fast on a sunday. We got up late in the morning and I cleaned the house, resting in between and playing with dz. She was such a darling as she watched disney channel all by herself and not disturbed mommy while she was busy cleaning the house. We went over to my mom's place for iftar and I was glad dh was on time to break fast together with the rest of the family.
One of the great things about Ramadan is family bonding***
Now that my prayers are all on time, alhamdulilah, I need to work on those extra prayers. O Allah, guide me in my prayers and keep my dz safe while I am praying.
It was 4am in the morning. I was awake by a soft knock on the door. I was not sure if I really heard a knock on my room door or it was only a dream? I went back to sleep as I got to be up in half an hour's time. I heard someone knocking on the door again and it was louder than the first one. It came only once. I was very sure it was not a dream and I woke dh to check out who was at the door. He got up from his sleep, open the door and no one was there. I told him to check on his brother. He went to the next room and saw his bro sleeping. I was very scared by this time. My dh came back to the room, told me that it was just a dream and went back to his sleep. I could not sleep and held dh's hand very tight. DZ was sound asleep and I made sure I did not wake her up. I kept nudging dh. I was listening to the empty sound in the room when the phone rang at 4.30am. I knew it was my mom waking us up for suhoor. I dare not go out of the room and woke dh up again. He was frustrated but he got up and answered the phone. I told him I heard the knock and I was scared. He accompanied me to the kitchen and switched on the lights. He walked to sunny's room and I followed him. Sunny woke up and told us that he knocked on our room door twice. It was then my hubby realised that I was not dreaming. I slept dh's hand and I walked to the kitchen without fear :D. For a moment, I thought that it was all in my dream like what my hubby told me.
It was great to begin our fast on a sunday. We got up late in the morning and I cleaned the house, resting in between and playing with dz. She was such a darling as she watched disney channel all by herself and not disturbed mommy while she was busy cleaning the house. We went over to my mom's place for iftar and I was glad dh was on time to break fast together with the rest of the family.
One of the great things about Ramadan is family bonding***
Now that my prayers are all on time, alhamdulilah, I need to work on those extra prayers. O Allah, guide me in my prayers and keep my dz safe while I am praying.
12:10 AM |3 comments
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Random thoughts
I remembered one time, I was standing behind this lady in a crowded train when my bag accidentally hit her leg and she was not happy. She gave me that angry look as if I did that on purpose. I was super mad so I just stared at her. I wanted her to confront me or something like that but she got off the train and she stared at me before getting off. I possibly can't force open the train door after that :D
During my pregnancy stage, I get on the bus hoping to find a seat and sit down but that was never the case for me. It was always crowded and no one gave up their seat. One lady in scarf ignored me, a guy pretended to sleep....I had enough of these pretenders. After that day, I had my papa fetch me back home. He still does it :) My sister experienced the same too. She told me she had to stand near the door when she was pregnant. That is so scary.
I met a pervert old man in a bus and I refuse to sit beside any old man now.
After thinking back on all these, the more I should invest my salaries into those driving classes and get my license soon or give DH the green signal to learn Class 2. I've got an idea. I can instigate DH to ask his boss to sponsor him. That way, I can get DH to pay for my lessons and his boss to pay for his *evil smile*. Well I think it might work out because according to my colleague, whenever I tell stories about DH's boss, she thinks he is a gay. I would not want to go into details cos nothing is safe in the internet.
Yesterday after work, I was in the bus when I saw this one lady occupying more than one seat. She had her paper bags in the other seat. As usual, the bus was very crowded. I felt like slapping her when she just stared at the other lady who was standing in front. How stupid and ignorant can one be?
I remembered one time, I was standing behind this lady in a crowded train when my bag accidentally hit her leg and she was not happy. She gave me that angry look as if I did that on purpose. I was super mad so I just stared at her. I wanted her to confront me or something like that but she got off the train and she stared at me before getting off. I possibly can't force open the train door after that :D
During my pregnancy stage, I get on the bus hoping to find a seat and sit down but that was never the case for me. It was always crowded and no one gave up their seat. One lady in scarf ignored me, a guy pretended to sleep....I had enough of these pretenders. After that day, I had my papa fetch me back home. He still does it :) My sister experienced the same too. She told me she had to stand near the door when she was pregnant. That is so scary.
I met a pervert old man in a bus and I refuse to sit beside any old man now.
After thinking back on all these, the more I should invest my salaries into those driving classes and get my license soon or give DH the green signal to learn Class 2. I've got an idea. I can instigate DH to ask his boss to sponsor him. That way, I can get DH to pay for my lessons and his boss to pay for his *evil smile*. Well I think it might work out because according to my colleague, whenever I tell stories about DH's boss, she thinks he is a gay. I would not want to go into details cos nothing is safe in the internet.
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1:20 AM |7 comments
Friday, September 01, 2006
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