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Wednesday, August 03, 2005 BBDC

I have stopped going to the driving center for almost two years now. I was learning driving for one year plus and was at the end of stage 3 of my practical lessons when I decided to concentrate on my studies then. Now I regret not completing it. I did not continue with my lessons after I got married and then I got pregnant and that is the end of my driving lessons. I have spent nearly $2000 for the package and I find that it is a waste to let it go. I always see myself going back to the center and finishing the rest of my lessons. For that I need to put it more money in my account and I have to sacrifice my weekends for my 2 hrs of driving lessons and another 2 hrs of traveling to and fro the center. Right now our monthly salary is enough to pay all the bills and for our expenses for a whole month. Where do I squeeze in for more money? Maybe I can cut down on my expenses to save that few hundreds and book couple of lessons online. But (there is always a 'but' for me)...who is going to look after my DZ. Mom has been kind enough to look after her for the whole week while I go to work and on weekends, she get to rest or catch up with her friends. DH is working on weekends so there is no way he can help me out. My mom was complaining that I have wasted my money. Well I really don’t want it to be. I must do something. I have to stop being lazy and stop finding reasons not to complete my lessons. Not that I will get a car once I get my license (inshallah), on second thought maybe my younger sis and I can think about that in the near future (inshallah)…by the way she has got her license after her 2nd attempt and my twin sis Jamaliah only took the test once. She is good in driving and yes she motivates me to complete my lessons. I went out with her for a drive once and she looks chic behind the wheel. Oh no I am drifting miles away. (Back to the present) I must start going for classes once again. My friend lia has got her license too. In fact we both registered for the class together and now that she has got hers. I am ashamed and I feel like a loser.

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